all I can think about is writing in this blog. It’s an obsession, it’s a fixation, it’s a stream of consciousness deliberation. Everytime I start a new project, the wind picks up, the fine, cool air under my tailbone catapults me into euphoria. What does it mean for an air to be fine? I’m going for pleasurable. Actually, why do they even call it ‘fine arts’? 🤨

I got a bagel *🥯* in the toaster waiting for me until I head back over there and smother it with some ooh ahh oo ah ah. I definitely ran out of vegan cream cheese. I have been buying miyoko’s brand, but I think if memory serves me right I did like the kitehill chive one. I can’t find miyokos in multiple flavor bomb variations Just Anywhere. Some article online is hyping VioLife (EDIT: the best part about a blog is that I got an edit button for these tweets) and Daiya in their top two. Now let me tell you something. I eat these, but part of me really does not want to anymore. There’s got to be something more to life than these non-dairy dairy substitutes.

I get so excited to write because Everytime I do it leads me down a rabbit hole where I’ll learn something new like for Instance!!! I was saying all ooo ah oo ah ah but that was a bastardization of oo EE OO ah ah the Witch doctor song by Ross Bagdasarian and I’ll be damned Alvin and the chipmunks is Armenian history.

Peace. Out

basement

i will get to know what it means to have a blog now. I’m really enjoying so far this sleek interface of gray text against a black background. Very easy to read, and I do like that I can post images alongside text without compromising text size and legibility. Reader, you must be overjoyed.

it took me a while to find an image that was ‘aesthetic’ enough that wasn’t of my own flesh form. It reminds me that I should take more walks. I have been writing in my moleskine that I bought to purpose as a scrapbook for a friend and my’s travel photos, but it’s my journal and to-do bucket now.

I’ll update as much as possible, basement woes. Basement joys. basement plays with kinky toys. Naw but yuh. It’s kind of momentous that I began the blog on this day. I’ll definitely have to check out the charts for it.

okay, first of all, mercury in the first house for a blog? That’s extremely fitting and makes me very hype. Sun and moon is also there and conjunct and oh so romantic. If I’m a hasta ascendant blog baby, does that mean I will use all the charm available to me to win over your heart? 😉 Achachacha. I’m very excited we got a Uttara phalguni mercury too – all the nerd explicitives with that Jupiter opposition I’m not sure what is going to happen but only time will tell. Let me put out a chart for the tropical astro girlies too.

ugh, I love her. We love her. We love a Leo venus. Look at all that activity in the outer realm houses. We are a public, outward facing, service after all, a Cancer MC. DONT WORRY reader, you’ll catch up on the astrological and endometriosis fronts. FEAR NOT BE TRIVIAL

Let’s talk about a few of the more difficult aspects then shall we. The Chiron opposite ascendant stands out so much to me because initially I was hoping to have a space where I could write about… My natural history… My progression with endometriosis mainly, but it sounds as though there will be some masking of major wounds. I will do my best to not project my fears and anxieties onto you, dear followers💞 I may very well end up romanticizing my life. Sun square Mars at 0° orb means we’ll have a fun spicy time. If Tesla got it at a 1°orb, it’ll be even more electrifying here.

k, i think that’s all I got for this digital space here now. Back to the moleskine meditations.